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Friday, February 21, 2003
ahh....fiiiinally i post again.
It's been another busy school day. Not to mention -- got bullied a lot by frenz too :'( LOLz. Lessons was as per normal, nothing much. Kind of boring, actually. IT lesson was FUN! not really fun in the literal sense, but fun bcoz we get to slaaaaaaaack! :P:P:P Was slacking, like all other people, going on MSN, surfing the Net, looking thru my website and other ppl's websites as well. the teacher actually DOESN'T MIND IT AT ALL!!! c00l :P the teacher's really nice. the other time Nat was showing her a very...GROSS site abt people's eyeballs being cut off and all, she was freaked out and asked nat to see a pyschiatrist, in a joking sense. so fun! anyway, GEog was after IT..i got a b i g disappointment...only got 18/25 for the Geog Agriculture test, and highest was 20.5/25. sighh...i keep having this feeling that i am deproving a lot this year...the grades being a far cry of that of yesteryear.haha ok....get away from all this grey tone...it's PMS...JOKING JOKING!!! ok...so, during recess, due to extreme boredom and wuliao-ness...i used first, a pink highlighter and tried to highlight Chewyl (cheryl lim)'s hair PINK hahaha...unfortunately, it couldn't be seen..so too bad. but not relenting, i "borrowed" Kerryn's yellow highlighter and started highlighting away..it WORKED! the patch of hair turned DARK GREEN!!! so funny! then aft that Nat strolled over, saw what was happening, and requested for me to highlight HER hair, which i of course happily obliged. what a funny recess. oh yes...for YESTERDAY's recess, i was spending half of it chasing people around and banging exercise books on their head, hard...what for...because they were NIAOING ME!!!! JUST BCOZ I WAS SMSING A GUY DOESNT MEAN I LIKE HIM!!!!! bunch of laaaaaaam0s. then they started listing out all sorts of guys and pairing me up. how LAME. anyway they got what they deserved -- a HARD KNOCK on the HEAD! mwahahaha!!! but i got several mild head concussions in return...:S:S:S note to all of you: DON'T LISTEN TO ANY OF THEIR CRAP INVOLVING ME...other people? well yes..that won't be my business...:P:P:P anyway, after recess..there's CHINESE! then the teacher was talking ab "jie2 ran2"...ppl being v diff...then she gave some specific examples of students in the class....i don't know why but then she was talking about me, and how, next time when i grow up, I was going to be those ladies from the "high-end of society", those people with high status and all. and i was like, "what the...." then she went on about how the day before when i met her after school, i was being so "polite yet distant" that she didn't know how to greet me. errr.....am i "polite and distant"?? :S:S:S i SUPPOSE only to the teachers and to the adults....or am i "polite and distant" to my friends too??? :S:S:S
Monday, February 17, 2003
Sunday:What dreary melancholy it is, and was, for me, this morning, to wake up reluctantly from a beautiful, heart-warming dream, to the sound of rain falling. Turning repeatedly and trying o get back to the dream, it was to no avail. The dream was already gone...g o n e. s c a t t e r e d. I drew back first the heavy curtains with floral pritns imprinted, then pushed aside the white lace curtains. The sight of the sky the shade of grey, coupled with that of silky, invisible, occasionally-sparkling strands of rain cascading. Added to the clear pattering sound of multitudes of raindrops falling, oh f a l l i n g.... Reminded once again of lonelness, of the lonely wanderer, searching for warmth and light, on a bleak, cold night, l o s t...... Anyway, that was just now. had a wonderful breakfast, watched "Champs" (haha YES i very slaaaaacky i KNOW) and..CHEERED UP hahahz. Reflecting again, life has both its dark side and its bright side, of any situation. Therefore the sayings "There is a silver lining to every cloud", and yet at the same time, "tian1 xia4 wu2 bu4 san4 zhi1 yan2 xi2"; there no happiness which lasts forever, neither is there darkness which does not get triumphed over by light. It is entirely up o us to choose to engulf ourselves always in a dark cloud, viewing the world through eyes clouded with grey, OR, to choose to try and find the beautiful, brilliant, silver lining of heavy stormclouds, and see the rainbow the rain brings, rather than the overcast sky and grey culumbus (forgot spelling) clouds tha signal approaching rain, and the melodramatic thunder and lightning. I'm not saying we should wrap ourselves away in a veil of naivete and think tha there is only light and goodness in this world -- for we'd only be deceiving ourselves, for in this world, Light and Darkness co-exists Insteady, we should find ourselves a perfect balance. Yes, sometimes we may be depressed, but we should no get so caught up in self-pity as to ignore teh silver lining, however apparent it is. and last but not least, always remember to S M I L E! For a smile drives away gloom, just as a single flickering candlelight drives away the looming darkness, however weak it is. A smile brightens up others too, just as the bursting forth of sunlight through the heavy overcast sky, with its thick grey clouds, brightens up us....
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