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Thursday, June 12, 2003
Wednesday, June 11, 2003
didn't go for the party haha was feeling quite unwell la. besides i don't even know many of the people going. so no point going. i'd rather play with michy etc. i still miss ddr. sigh. oh and today i just ling3 wu4 something. haha. sigh. oops. please do not blame me for the incoherence of this blog entry, i am currently quite...mentally unstable most probably due to over-high intake of sugar or something, though i didn't really eat sugar-cubes. i just managed to drive greg insane by insisting he is acting as Ming Mong for History Drama, and there IS a chinese name called Ming Mong because the parents named him ling2 meng2 (Lemon!) and spoke broken english so his english-translated name became Ming Mong! :D:D:D *proud of my reasoning* quite plausible actually, come to think of it. if there ARE names like Fat Fat or Ah Fat why not Ming Mong? bleah got to sleep maybe suffering from lack-of-sleep-induced disorders. :S seeyaz! *sings Lemon Tree*
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Monday, June 09, 2003
booOOOREED! >.< going to watch Deep Impact...when i get home, that is. i've the vcd *grins*
had Math Olympiad in the morning, 10-12. was, as Yawen put it, "fashionably late". or rather, i arrived 15 mins late haha. i think Math Olympiad is about the only serious academic test that is fun. i mean. the questions ARE hard, some are so hard that i can't even make sense out of what the question is asking, but as in. its the only paper i took (besides the Chi Culture test which, for once, i just scraped passing) with such a relaxed spirit. i guess i was too caught up in the holiday mood.while others were scribbling away, i was leisurely taking my temperature and contemplating the beeping sound the thermometer made in the silent classroom only interrupted by rustling papers. and for the last few questions which were open-ended, i couldn't make a "lucky choice", so i just thought up fanciful answers based on numbers i liked and penned it down, without even reading (closely) the paper (just scanning through). so FUN!!! aaaah...the joys of being a "delinquent"!!! haha. i shall die of shock if i get anything. i mean. i didn't even attend the math training sessions or looked at the notse! anyway. i feel so bored nowadays. going bowling with denby this friday, YAY! going home now.... arg. still haven't recovered from my cough. it's been almost one month.... Something is wrong with me... maybe it's the iodine gas i sniffed when i was conducting the iodine test??? (sandy tan didn't even say it was supposed to be conducted only by teachers until a few days AFTER!)_haha.
Went swimming at night…have you ever engulfed yourself in the impassiveness of the night and the coolness of the water? Have you ever felt cool liquid slowly sweep past you as you propel through the blue body, and trickle off your body as you surface to take a breath? Ever smelt the light, bland fragrance of the night and the water – cool, fresh and earthy? Ever lay on your back, floating on the water, gazing up at the dark curtain of the night and the distant, twinkling stars? Ever thrown a lingering glance at the subtly glowing, azure pool quivering with ripples, as you stroll away from the pool?… It is a most pleasurable experience. A most relaxing, serene, pleasantly lonely swim. Needless to say, I always go swimming at night, whenever I can help it. Who said swimming was only bound to the day? One can only fully live out the true pleasures of swimming when one swims at night. No sweltering hot weather. No overly-brilliant sun shining down, hard, on you. Only the gentle, cool rays of the Moon and the distant rays of the stars, far far away. And as I bask in the radiance of the night, I gradually feel the coolness, the impassiveness of the Moon and the stars, the night and the water, turn into a subtle warmth… I feel, then, that perhaps, Nature, with all its wonders and “non-living” elements, is the only thing in the world, that does not, like all other “living” relationships, turn from warm to cold. Instead, it grows warmer and warmer, from a former cold, when you gradually discover the fire in the ice. It is then, that with this light discovery brings, the ice begins to melt. On the contrary, all (or perhaps most) other relationships in this world turn from warm to cold. The candle burns brightly at first, then slowly, the flame flickers, and dies off. Ice melts. Even the seasons, they change from warm to cold. Initial enthusiasm in projects gradually tapers off, and the project ends up neglected. Romance and love begins with hot passions, dilute gradually, and in the end, turn to a bland coldness. Perhaps then, there is warmth in loneliness? What about the co-existance of things? Light and darkness co-exists. Without darkness, one would not appreciate the dawn that breaks after the darkest hours of the night. Without light, one would not be able to appreciate and discover the veiled beauty of the cool night. Highly clichéd, yes, but still. And if loneliness and warmth co-exists… perhaps I would not feel so lost sometimes, wandering alone…in the company of Nature. |
